Friday, January 12, 2007
Title: aiya another random ok? is that okay for you? :P
GUYS! GUYS!
oh ya i mean my fellas in SH.
oi oi oi poloi
i tink i found out another meaning of d.e.a.d lar konex.
you guys just splurted out rubbish and nonsense sia bout the word haha.
eventually i managed to make out something or at least a kid would know about the word.
one more time wah-shiok-ga ! is that ,
d.e.a.d =
Death . Engulfs . Another . Day (:
can can agree agree?
pantat korang lar chibei.
ok lar cut that topic out i damn lazy to talk bout it hah.
just that today been practising covered songs on accoustic guitars under the damn nose-wheezing weather.perfect day to smoke a carton eh? haha sial .
my wrist is like gonna pop out anytime due to the gruelling 6..7 hrs of guitar
and my fingers are full of blisters and slight cuts . (im damn violent thats why (: )
but still i guess im quite a weak guitarist.
imma fast learner but i hate STRUMMING .
i hate it . totally.
i know struming is a must but i just couldnt get a beat or rhythm out of it.
aiya.. damn sad sia WAH SHIOK GA ONE MORE TIME i damn sad ok T_T ....
nvm lar practice makes perfect rite?
ok bullshit ok kidding ok bullshit i tink so aiya wtf.
my fault i couldnt strum well i indeed spoilt the whole fucking song $%!#%@ .
well today kinda sux.
very cold and the breeze is freezing my balls.
lack of cigarette to keep me warm ( nie anak memang degil )
Shah lost his wrist stud belt or something and hes so sad.
Rizal forever laugh like chimpanzee but hes a good guitarist tetek.
Fahd sings like a merpati but i guess todays its dead perhaps due to lack of wathing porn.
Alexander endlessly lepak at home and myspacing and chatiing and fucking his cat and this and that. ( you better get chp 4 right ..)
and where the f is wan kecik?
so hard to contact him.
and me.
i guess i just leave it for another day.
booo~
i forgot im a loser anyway hah.
and good news sia.
im 0.98kg more hahahaa!
fuck it its like no big difference...
sad huh. huh . huh . huh . huh .
i end what i start (:
Wednesday, January 03, 2007
Title:Random
Same old weekdays.
so bored like fuck.
Logging in my chair like 24hours of non stop action of games and musix.
Until i fell upon hearing this great song from X-Japan which was introduced by Marcus.
Sometimes,
I just feel like it ya know.
My love towards a great band and a respectable glorious singer that has passed away.
With memories of late Hide, a member from a band x-japan,
his death crushed upon many hearts and to those listened to his songs.
Ive translated the song "Crucify my love"
with a help from a programme from japanese to english.
its really nice to hear ya know.
If anyone ever wanna listen to this song,
contact me and i send this song to ya.
Crucify My Love.
"Crucify my love
If my love is blind
Crucify my love
If it sets me free
Never know Never trust
"That love should see a color"
Crucify my love
If it should be that way
Swing the heartache
Feel it inside out
When the wind cries
I'll say good-bye
Tried to learn Tried to find
To reach out for eternity
Where's the answer
Is this forever
Like a river flowing to the sea
You'll be miles away, and I will know
I know I can deal with the pain
No reason to cry
Crucify my love
If my love is blind
Crucify my love
If it sets me free
Never know Never trust
"That love should see a color"
Crucify my love
If it should be that way
'Til the loneliness shadows the sky
I'll be sailing down and I will know
I know I can clear clouds away
Oh is it a crime to love
Swing the heartache
Feel it inside out
When the wind cries I'll say good-bye
Tried to learn Tried to find
To reach out for eternity
Where's the answer
Is this forever
If my love is blind
Crucify my love
If it sets me free
Never know Never trust
"That love should see a color"
Crucify my love
If it should be that way.."
Once a great guitarist and vocalist,
Now only left with memories.
Hide lives forever.
Thursday, December 28, 2006
I figure it out finally,
what has been bugging me for quite awhile.
the poem which i used to remember in the past.
Fortunately, i manage to reminiscence the poem full.
It does lighten up my days of darkness in the past.
Forever encouraging me to move on forward till i drop.
I managed to figure out my problems after doing some soul searching on myself.
Im a person who cant make DECISIONS.
Fear of decisions that craves the path of my life in the near future.
I totally shoot myself out of the picture when making a decision,
be it choiced or compulsary.
I dont even know what i want
What i need.
All this while ive been toying myself to luxury of love , time and others.
Ive been faking myself.
I just cant be myself when coming to a complete decision.
I cant just apologize to anyone i hurt before.
I must salvage the fake roles to amend my condemned behavior.
I just realise that by the time now,
My life could be so enriching .
Provided i can make a decision for a stubborn 17 year old self.
Theres an old saying:
For want of a nail,
the horseshoe was lost.
For want of a horseshoe,
the steed was lost.
For want of a steed,
the message was not delivered,
For want of the undelivered message,
the war is lost.
Poem by Anonymous
Desired by lust and greed,
I now forever guilty
For my actions and plead.
Only time is left within me,
To perish the dark omen.
Hope God is with my soul.
Amen. (amin)
The only shining faith that i can hold.
Poem by Ariel .
Friday, December 22, 2006
Title: Gig at Gashaus.
yo wassupos weirdos anyone reading my blog yupx (:
went to gashaus watching my friends band perform.okaylar not bad lar at least can perform right at the stage.like cool gitu fugs (: .
So Silence of Objection,you guys rox.
so to Leo , MeI Ling , Juthamat and that vocal.
cheers yupx (:
only 1 picture taken cause its quite dark and hard for me to take photos in my phone T_T .
the part where they mosh really hard . Fun sia .
Poor Arch gotta get new jeans.Mosh until pants torn like that. Sial ar.
haha funny sia he mosh.sidekick bicycle kick,hammer headbang sumer ar. mcm gerek ar mosh ngan nie Arch. My favourite brother and best friend always ya. Dun worry i help you knit that pants up okay? hehe (:
I fear God than Death .
Saturday, December 16, 2006
Title:Family Day Out.
Finally i can eat together as a family.Its my parents 30th wedding anniversary and so my sis book a table for 5 excluding my elder brother coz hes fucking lazy to come along.So,my dad mummy sis and bro in law was like one hell of a ghost eating various food ranging from western to chinese to indian to malay foods.Sial ar i tell you the food was damn superb but pricey too.
its just like Seoul Garden but better but expensive and the price was like overwhelmingly $170++ per head?? Can lar all thx to my kakaks BIG BANG CHRISTMAS BONUS from her sucky boss lor.Okay thx kakak i owe you one treat cause you know lar i damn skinny lor.Can stuff myself inside toilet bowl just like wat Xiaoling said. (basket!)
Srry guys i aint have the pic of the restaurant inside Grand Hyatt hotel at town.
I dun wanna make anyone here drooling off their computer tables,mouse,etc.
And after that i head off to town ALONE.It was superbly like going to war.Humanoids like ants scattered round shopping malls and nearby streets.KIWAK hot and stuffy siol pantat.But thankfully got alot of sweet chix to admire about walking around sweet-heaven smiling (: .
Christmas is coming wadya expect.Ppl are rushing to buy stuffs for their kids or friends or wadever. Below are some of the pics i took .
Got performance sia by some mat salleh crews.Very kewl lors.Confirm christmas dance.
so wheres SANTA bitch? i want my wishlist to be blessed sia musibot. okay joke i dun celebrate christmas for goodness sake.Tak tau malu nyer budak -_-''
Another mat salleh trying to act like clown .
The singers goes like "Jesus, jesus.....you're only one.." i was standing there like wtf?okay lar christmas coming so you can shout Jesus so loud and countless times. HEY im not being rascist over here but they are just being sarcastic.Yall dun have to shout that Jesus so many times yea.I saw many chinese indian bangladesh being so irritated but most of em all were like jumping like freaks hearing that name. okay wadever. GET OUTTA THERE BEFORE I MOSH THE FUCK OUT OF YOU MORONS. Ookay kidding. im heavily outnumbered (: . But the funny part really arrived when i saw a group of Bangladesh construction workers jumping for fuck watching the so called show? TGI ke per? Funny sia.huhur.hoho.HAHAHAHHAHA! go celebrate "wale wale " lar siak instead ya dumb fugs. If this is a gig,im sure to have my madness there 9:
The ONLY thing i like on CHRISTMAS.Just outside Paragon.i loike christmas tress.Those stars are so cute like can eat sia.The tree make log cake.Anyone? (:
And then,head off to home after those madness of squeezing , shoveling , crawling off from those retarded bizarre crowds of zombies. Joking lar.
SO MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL CHRISTIANS YA!
AND MY FRIENDS
AND MY FAMILY (:
AND FINALLY TO ALL THOSE TAKING THEIR N LVL RESULTS ON MONDAY.
WISHING YALL ALL THE BEST IN CARVING THE PATH OF YALL LIFE YUPX (:
Thursday, December 07, 2006
Title:
Finally able to hog on this shit bloggo.
As usual , my life is the same .
Get a life , get a cig , get a job.
Oh haha hohahehaho.
tired lar.
Band meeting today.
busting in jam sessions on saturday.
Jamming some songs then maybe perhaps occasionally off to town anywherable we can go.
Thats what we plan.
And since evryone is sorta free,
then its confirmed titos.
My health.
Im good babe.
Positive babe.
I luvin it babe.
i wana go to hell babe.
okay kidding. :D
So,
HOW YAL HOLS COMING YO?
to those who work, no offence but work hard.
afterall its just time that you are burning.
Burning earning spending that is later yo.
hahx.
so yall have fun.
up 2 date later yall.
have fun fuckers.
Sunday, November 12, 2006
Title : Raye Yelar..
raye sux...visited only 2 homes.
in the end hanis tag us to join in a concert at hotel Le Meridien.
Super gerek . :D
Onl 5 of us . Ariel , Apin , Adah , Rain , Nanis and Shy fiz who won the cloth iron eventually in a lucky draw and nanis too . I bet ur mum would be glad yea :D haha siak attitude of mine. XD
Host stating to yell out craps.Drove me to sleep eventually.FORMAL DINNER :D
SMILE APIN AND ADAH! HAPPY COUPLES :D
RAIN AND NANIS. FISHY BEGOKS COUPLE :D
WTF? ur laughter fills the whole room with the echo of ur voice . x_x
No wonder the idiot above is laughing.Snapshot of me and Fiz.Cant help it the choc cate was damnnnnnnnnn goood! and the food ... fuyhyooo heaven :)))))))))) until the fork is still stuck in my mouth yupx :D THX HOR NANIS I CAN GROWWW FAT!!!!
Out of sudden TB CAME. Gosh AUNTIES AND GIRLS GO CRAZY! see gay men taking pix of TB . huahuaha dammit wats the matter wif me . XD But really they went wild in a formal dinner hauhauhua . They even gave TB flowers that is meant for the decoration on the table . wtf not sincered at all cursed shameful aunties.Marah nanti si orang tue sebelah korang tu . Cemburu haha!
okay time to head home . cik abg can sleep in the bus till morning eh wif the kain samping as blanket . lullaby baby go to hell ... . .
And last but not least, this adorable and super cute little kiddo cousin of mine.
Curiosity kills . "GIMME UR PHONE DAMMIT ! I WANT I WANT!! " :D
cilik pulak si kecik ni pose. usually ppl take photo of him he would wail . But i guess he loves me . :D AWWW love you too little kiddo . Just dun grow up end up like me okays ?
okay thats it fer today . i love to see you smile :D
Another mat salleh trying to act like clown .
The singers goes like "Jesus, jesus.....you're only one.." i was standing there like wtf?okay lar christmas coming so you can shout Jesus so loud and countless times. HEY im not being rascist over here but they are just being sarcastic.Yall dun have to shout that Jesus so many times yea.I saw many chinese indian bangladesh being so irritated but most of em all were like jumping like freaks hearing that name. okay wadever. GET OUTTA THERE BEFORE I MOSH THE FUCK OUT OF YOU MORONS. Ookay kidding. im heavily outnumbered (: . But the funny part really arrived when i saw a group of Bangladesh construction workers jumping for fuck watching the so called show? TGI ke per? Funny sia.huhur.hoho.HAHAHAHHAHA! go celebrate "wale wale " lar siak instead ya dumb fugs. If this is a gig,im sure to have my madness there 9: 
