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Sunday, October 01, 2006
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7:39 AM
title:Month Of Ramadhan.

Month of ramadhan.
A month whereby devils and souls were locked up and torment,
and a month in which brings us closer to Allah.

A month of which to endure through our emotions
and carrying out our prayers,
to see no evil.
to hear no evil.
to speak no evil.

It really is an enduring month.
To forget depressing and sorrow memories.
To endure my anger
To avoid miscommuninication.

I was landed another heartbroken news shortly after my cursed fall.
I was deeply depressed after the news.
And now.
My beloved uncle passed away on the holy month of Ramadhan.
Another piercing heartbreaking news that shattered my life to pieces.
Nearly.

He was diagnosed to have a weak heart and liver problems.
And was sent to hospital ICU for observation cause his life is at risk.
When i visited him, it really shatters my heart to see those many needles piercing through
his arm and wrist.
His foot swollen.
His voice low and soft.
The last advice i heard of him was to stop smoking.
I didnt eventually know how he got that news.
I was very touched and depressed to see his dying state.

Today,
Hes gone.
Peacefully in the month of Ramadhan.
I was brought down to tears and sorrow.
All i can do is to pray for his safety path to syurga.
I will miss him dearly.
For his absence in future Hari Raya.
It aint gonna be a normal Hari Raya which i use to celebrate.

Its such a painful month.
With so many things happening around me.
Its so hard for me to continue life but i must.
Knowing one that is closer to me is gone,
its so depressing.

My health is deteriorating.
Im having fever , excruaciating headaches and a heartache.
How i live
Will depend on my faith.

Do feel the same when your love ones is gone.
I will be there praying for your love ones a safety path.

Wak Jen,
i will miss you so much.